February 2010
some days...
some days i just find myself to be so uninspired to do anything but sit around and eat kit kats. i have a pile of homework the needs to get done, my room is messy and i need to be applying for jobs, yet instead i find myself sitting around watching john cusak movies, eating kit kats and reading. i think it is time that i need to force myself to be motivated and stop waiting around for someone else...
valentines day
Take my hand and away we go,
this world’s to fast, lets make it go slow.
Just close your eyes and let me lead,
you’re everything i want and everything i need.
You inspire me to do my best,
so this for you, i hope i’m not a pest.
It’s just my cute, silly, little way
to tell you i love you,
happy valentines day.
My bear
Gestures of love should be inspired by the person whom you are in love with. my boyfriend right now inspires me every day. most of the poems on here are for him. our six months is coming up and that will be my longest relationship. i cant even begin to explain how much i love this boy. from the day we first started talking i knew that he was something specail. i know that sounds so cheesy but...
“music gives us an escape from our drama filler, teenage, heart ache driven...”
– unknown
angel of god
A god send is the only description for this relationship.
wrapped in the warmth of your jacket
my mind and heart convirge into a single flickering image.
your face smiling plays over in my mind.
the connection between our lives is a strong braid of love.
a love so strong it has to be destiny
this match was formed by gods hands
thats the only answer.
time turn fragile
i wish we could have met in a future time.
a time when we were not ruled by the world around us
a time of bliss with just you and me.
this time isnt ready for something like us.
we cant break free…
we cant openly love…
we cant be fully happy…
in this time.
i wish i had met you in a future time
that way i could be with you forever.
“love it like the sea. its a moving thing, but still and all. it takes its shape...”
– zora neal hurston- their eyes were watching god
all hallows eve 2009
On this the night all hallows eve
magic ignites the air.
our hearts expand with love
adventure is sure to ensue.
exploration fuels our spirits,
romance fills our souls.
a perfect smiel hangs on your handsome face.
our breathing turns heavy
my heart races, my body shakes
a small kiss on my forehead
end this perfect night.
“He would fall in love with you and look straight into your eyes and tell you...”
– michael laffitte
what is love?
is it a heart drawn on a desk top? it it a long stem rose? is it a song played from a boom box you’re holding above your head? at one point in out lives we will all ask ourselves, “am i in love?” we will all do some kind of spectacular stunt to prove our love to someone. but what is love, and how do you tell if you’re in it? personally i feel that love isnt just one thing,...
all hallows eve 2008
All hallows eve and the spirits have come out.
filled with the thrill of adventure and romance.
we set out on this one infinite night.
nothing can keep us down
no one can stop our love.
we just keep going.
with you and i connected at all times
surrounded by friends
we hold eachother and watch the sun rise on the sand
bringing a close to the night.
now the spirits return to the depths...
thats poetic...
A vision plays on the 3D IMAX of my mind.
a prophesy of sorts.
A man and a women
A husband and a wife.
together they lay on a couch
the woman’s head in her husbands lap
he caresses her hair.
this love is strong
this love is everlasting
this love is ours
digging my hole
as the months grow longer this hole gets deeper and darker
the more i try to climp out the more i end up digging.
then just as i start to see the light at the top i can almost pull myself out
a mud slide occurs and i am thrust back down.
into the depths of this cold, empty, hell hole.
3300 miles
So close to my heart yet so far away from my touch.
you’re a part of who i am.
watched me grow and helped me be.
you make me who i am today.
it’s hard already and times keep changing on us.
nothing gets better.
i cant loose you now or ever.
i miss you dad,
visit me soon?
build me a fort
drive to your house in the middle of the night
tears streak down my cheeks.
you help me through the window and hold me tight.
kiss my cheeks and wipe away my tears
you lay me down and the blanket over us.
keep me wrapped in your arms.
keep me safe in your heart.
you whisper that it will be okay.
you make me a fort on the bed with shadow puppets on the walls
you make me giggle and smile...
“love has all the lasting permanence of a rainbow- beautiful while it’s...”
– jodi picoult-my sisters keeper
Today is yesterdays tomorrow
today, i am not in love.
i look at your smile and my knees weaken
i hold your hand and i heart skips
but no, i dont love you
you make me dance
you make me sing
yet i still dont call this love.
not yet, not today
but who knows about tomorrow?
salty sweet
i have never cried from happiness until you came here
it’s magical talking to you,
its thrilling holding your hand,
its amazing being all yours.
you know me so weel
everything i like and everything i do.
i know i must have done something right
to have landed with a boy like you.
you make me dance and jump
and give me butterflys.
you make me feel new and better.
you make me feel...
“Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love”
– 1 john 4:8
“you’re like an open book with tons of footnotes and no pictures”
– michael laffitte
solve this
A rubix cube sitting unsolved
a firework waiting to be lit
a messed up crossword puzzle done in pen
i’m unsatisfied and unsatisfiable.
fooling myself into submission only to be pulled out
finding myself waiting to be solves, lit, fixed.
im unsolvable
unlightable
unfixable
im a puzzle with a lost piece.
you're my vase, i'm your flowers
your ears are open for the words that pour from my mouth.
your eyes are bright for the smiles that dance on my face
your arms are ready for the hugs that burst in my heart.
i cant help but love the way you notice every little thing
understand my deepest feelings
listen to my craziest ideas
keep my darkest secrets
laugh at my dumbest jokes
i dont want to change a thing.
perfectly happy...
“Aerodynamically, the bumblebee shouldnt be able to fly, but the bumblebee...”
– mary kay ash
“God is subtle but not malicious”
– Albert Einstein
First sight
There’s so much under that cute smile.
so much i have too.
A creative, funny boy.
A shy, sweet boy.
A boy i can almost understand.
i want to climb deeper into those brown eyes,
to see thats inside that head.
uncover the heart that lies beneath.
i’m fascinated and i want to know more.
Pinocchio
It’s sad to me hoe easily i can play with you.
Just pull a string up and you do a dance.
switch and pull this one, you fall to your knees.
so simple a toy that i grow bored.
you crave more manipulation,
thinking im wonderful.
poor, nieve boy,
dont you see you’re just a toy?
“show me a girl with her feet planted firmly on the ground and i’ll show...”
– Annik Marchland
Are you blind?
Why can’t you see me here?
im standing in plain sight.
everyone else seems to notice me,
a light shining bright.
but you walk by, uncaring, unaware
All i can see is you,
but to you, im invisible.
should i jump and shout your name?
put on glitter and a mini skirt?
how can i get you to see me,
because your ignorance is killing me.
Fast forward
Fast forward
everything is in hyperspeed.
a look, a touch, a kiss
insides filled with butterflys.
All this is over too soon.
squeeze out every moment of this experiance.
hold on tight, dont let go.
a miniature relationship on fastforward.
“Your chances of getting hit by lightning go up if you stand under a tree, shake...”
– johnny carson
“sometimes you had to face it. you had to march right into the ugly middle…...”
– sisterhood of the traveling pants 2
say cheese
How is it that something as trivial as a smile can change from person to person so drastically? everyone has a smile. at least once in our lives we all smile yet for some reason no smiles are the same. Boys (or people in general) always say that my smile is the best thing about me. now personally i feel that i have very few good true smiles but people say that i smile all of the time. once i was...
“there is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the...”
– Nelson Mandela
Murder Over Missery
No matter what i do,
it’s nothing.
No matter how hard i try,
it’s nothing.
no matter how much i love,
it’s nothing.
You make me do nothing,
for you.
you yell and scream and say im nothing at all.
so why keep trying when obviously,
you see nothing?
Death And Distruction
You nevr stop making me marvel
at just how much pain you can inflict.
Just when i need you most,
you turn around and remind me not to trust.
remind me you dont care.
remind me you that im worthless.
you make me cry and
you make me worry.
why are you so hell bent on destroying us?
“She was sad that people like bee and kostos, who had lost everything were still...”
– sisterhood of the traveling pants 1
The key to life
Love is the key to life. you must have love to sustain like on this planet. most people say that you only need food, water and shelter but they seem to forget that without love (and unprotected sex) none of us would be here today. i think that love is the answer to lfe that everyone is always searching for. it may not be the kind of love that is romantic but every one needs love.
i think that if...
“Love is like war: easy to begin, hard to end.”
– unknown 